I just had my "good bye party". Just with family and neighbors. Almost the same like 4 years ago, when I went to the US.
But this time I feel a little more sad.
I wasn't pay as much attention as I should. I was distracted by my future hostmom and I think that hurt my grandparents.
I will stop by them on Monday one more time but still I feel sad.
I can't imagine how hard it is for them to let me go again. But I know it is the right think to do for me.
I will miss them and I promised myself to call them all two weeks and I hope I can hold up this promise.